awesome day!

today was sunny day, and the weather was soooo lovely, and i enjoyed it. I played under the sun. (:. enjoy the time with my mom and sis and nephews. It's been a long time i didn't had the time to be with them since they were always working. and i absolutely missed them. i forget about my problems when i am with them, and just think about those times. for now they are my life. (:
summer is here and i can't wait for it!

SUMMER IS COMING AND I WILL ABSOLUTELY ENJOY IT!

today is a lovely day...and i got more to come (:

ok today was a sunny day, so lovely, the sun is out, and the air smells so goooooooddddd...
my mom and my sister and me are having good time so much, its been a long time i haven't been with them coz of their work. We are singing now, and eating, ahhhhhhh i love the food today, they went out grocery early and bought something for us to cook. I love the mussels, and the veggies and the strawberries...and the reese's ice creammmmmm ahhhhhhh!
GOOD food. I love it. later we will go to church to prepare for the egg hunt on sunday, and practice for choir....

SUMMER IS HERE I WILL ABSOLUTELY ENJOY IT!

::life?::

LIFE...maybe its the most simple and complicated thing in this world. Its true sometimes life can be a bitch to you. Sometimes I ask God why and how? but do we really have the right to ask Him about the bad things that are happening to our life? OF course we don't have, coz if we are happy and we have everything we don't care to ask God why are we happy? Life can sometimes be unfair to you, but that's how life is. You are the one controlling your life, if its boring or if its happy, it will be up to you how you make it. For me even if i don't have a lot of friends i don't care, i can live my own life happily, i can go out with myself, with my family. Sometimes i might be confuse of what i want in life but then God shows me the reasons and the answers about the "WHYs" of this life i have. My purpose in my life isn't about me its all about how i make my life and how other people affect my life, and how I serve GOD. And its all about what u think about urself rather than what people thinks about you. if you think that you lose then u lose already. So always think that you are a winner in life. (:

::story from the heart::

i made this poem for someone

ohhh by the way if your reading this you know who you are

i hope you will like it

and just think it came from you bessy

i love you man! (:

STORY FROM THE HEART

Once I heard a story straight from the heart
About a boy and how his world began to fall apart

It started when he met the girl that made his world complete

Just thinking of her made his heart run fast in a beat

They were the couple everyone wanted to be

When they're together time seems didn’t flee

Until he made a mistake unnoticeably

That changed everything in his world completely

After the countless relationship he had gone

He thought he found the right one

And when his ready to give everything, it was all gone

He cursed LOVE, and swears never to love

He once fought for it, but broken heart is what it gave

One year had passed

And he is still haunted by the past

You can see him act cool; you can see him act careless

But deep inside him you can see a deep abyss

Someone just killed the LOVE in him

But now someone was willing to kill the pain

The pain and hurt he was carrying as a burden

But seems like his heart was completely hardened

As months and years had passed he became more unaware

About how it’s ok life’s unfair

Because even though memory always last

Eventually everything’s becomes your past

And with that I hope he will always see
that not all love is meant to be
but never lose hope, hold on and don't give in
Stand tall, hold up your chin

And believe me when I say
the right one will come one day
she’ll open your eyes to things you couldn't ever see…

And you can and will find the person you always wanted to be…

Quote of the day (:

“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.”

::why?::

Why am I crying now? I am not supposed to cry. But I will admit I'm crying coz his not talking to me. Well that's part of the reason but I don't know. I just stare at the picture and cry. Sounds crazy right? Hahaha must be....I should teach him how to fall in love lol now seems like I need help how to fall out of it... O don't want to return to my cold side... That's kinda scary lol...

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::SECOND BEST::

The following conversation was heard between a teenager and God:
"How long is a million years to You, Lord?"
"Oh, about a second," He replied.
"Well, how much is a million dollars to You, Lord?"
"oh, about a penny,"said God.
The teen promptly asked,
"Would You give me a penny, Lord?"
"Sure thing, "God answered, "in a second."


SECOND BEST

God has promised to take care of you. " 'I know the plans I have for you,' declares the LORD, 'plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future'" (Jer. 29:11). But even though your mind might tell you that it's best to wait for the Lord, there may be times when you will be tempted in your heart to lose patience and make the wrong decision.
There's one area where choosing second best is too common. A high school girl wrote, "I always thought I'd be a virgin when I got married. I made a promise to God in my sophomore year that I would never date a non-Christian. Because I had a high morals and all the popular guys at school knew they couldn't score with me, I didn't have a single date that year. By the time my junior year came, I just couldn't wait for a Christian boyfriend anymore. I started dating a guy who told me that he loved me, and believed him. I gave him what he wanted, and now I never see him anymore. I feel so cheap."
The truth of her situation is easy to understand. This girl sacrificed the permanent on the altar of the immediate. She gave up God's best and settled for second best, which was no good at all.
The point of this story is that you can trust God to keep His promises to you. God "does not lie or change his mind; for he is not a man, that he should change his mind" (1 Sam 15:29). Sometimes it takes more courage to wait than take (the wrong) action. So be patient. God'ts not going to take a million years.