::life?::
::story from the heart::
i made this poem for someone
ohhh by the way if your reading this you know who you are
i hope you will like it
and just think it came from you bessy
i love you man! (:
STORY FROM THE HEART
Once I heard a story straight from the heart
About a boy and how his world began to fall apart
It started when he met the girl that made his world complete
Just thinking of her made his heart run fast in a beat
They were the couple everyone wanted to be
When they're together time seems didn’t flee
Until he made a mistake unnoticeably
That changed everything in his world completely
After the countless relationship he had gone
He thought he found the right one
And when his ready to give everything, it was all gone
He cursed LOVE, and swears never to love
He once fought for it, but broken heart is what it gave
One year had passed
And he is still haunted by the past
You can see him act cool; you can see him act careless
But deep inside him you can see a deep abyss
Someone just killed the LOVE in him
But now someone was willing to kill the pain
The pain and hurt he was carrying as a burden
But seems like his heart was completely hardened
As months and years had passed he became more unaware
About how it’s ok life’s unfair
Because even though memory always last
Eventually everything’s becomes your past
And with that I hope he will always see
that not all love is meant to be
but never lose hope, hold on and don't give in
Stand tall, hold up your chin
And believe me when I say
the right one will come one day
she’ll open your eyes to things you couldn't ever see…
Quote of the day (:
“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.”
::why?::
Why am I crying now? I am not supposed to cry. But I will admit I'm crying coz his not talking to me. Well that's part of the reason but I don't know. I just stare at the picture and cry. Sounds crazy right? Hahaha must be....I should teach him how to fall in love lol now seems like I need help how to fall out of it... O don't want to return to my cold side... That's kinda scary lol...
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::SECOND BEST::
"How long is a million years to You, Lord?"
"Oh, about a second," He replied.
"Well, how much is a million dollars to You, Lord?"
"oh, about a penny,"said God.
The teen promptly asked,
"Would You give me a penny, Lord?"
"Sure thing, "God answered, "in a second."
SECOND BEST
God has promised to take care of you. " 'I know the plans I have for you,' declares the LORD, 'plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future'" (Jer. 29:11). But even though your mind might tell you that it's best to wait for the Lord, there may be times when you will be tempted in your heart to lose patience and make the wrong decision.
There's one area where choosing second best is too common. A high school girl wrote, "I always thought I'd be a virgin when I got married. I made a promise to God in my sophomore year that I would never date a non-Christian. Because I had a high morals and all the popular guys at school knew they couldn't score with me, I didn't have a single date that year. By the time my junior year came, I just couldn't wait for a Christian boyfriend anymore. I started dating a guy who told me that he loved me, and believed him. I gave him what he wanted, and now I never see him anymore. I feel so cheap."
The truth of her situation is easy to understand. This girl sacrificed the permanent on the altar of the immediate. She gave up God's best and settled for second best, which was no good at all.
The point of this story is that you can trust God to keep His promises to you. God "does not lie or change his mind; for he is not a man, that he should change his mind" (1 Sam 15:29). Sometimes it takes more courage to wait than take (the wrong) action. So be patient. God'ts not going to take a million years.