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::PARANORMAL ACTIVITY::

If you are fan of horror movie, this is the best movie for you. The story, the effects, the setting, the acting. Forget about the zombie or vampire virus, the hands and feet being cut or a sadako like girl on it. The ghost or whatever entity it is, is not showing itself on the movie, its like its for real. The setting is in house, BEDROOM! which usually people are afraid that paranormal activities will happen. The quality of the video is like it did really happen. The story line is good. The acting was good. And after watching it, it will get into ur head and after that it will creep you out!

Watch it and freak out!

::New Friend::

Today i was so happy, i meet a new friend and her name is Ariel Xu, who was from China and just moved here in u.s like 2 weeks ago. She is nice, she is 25 years old already and she is married to a white man...I am really glad i am meeting new people and building my new life here...

::things i hate::

1.BEING COMPARED WITH OTHER GIRLS!

First of all i am not "her"! Secondly, I can't be her! and Thirdly you should deal with that! I really hate being compared to other person like, she is more beautiful than you or whatever. So what it does not mean she is as smart as me lol...

2. I KNOW WHAT TO DO, YOU DON'T NEED TO TELL ME TWICE

If I am doing something and you told me already what to do, I surely understand what to do and i just need time to do it, don't repeat it to me unless i ask for it!

3. REPEATING YOUR STORIES TO ME HUNDRED OF TIMES

I am always willing to listen to your stories and your problems, and give you advice if I do so. But please if you can just don't mention about one topic the whole day cuz that's like eating the same food the whole month!

4. I HATE IT WHEN I GIVE ADVICE AND U DON'T WANT TO HEAR IT.

If i have a friend in a relationship, if its a girl, i hate it when they come to me and complain and say they are clean, they are innocent about the problems that came up, I am a girl so i sometimes know that girls really do blame guys that its their fault and stuffs. One thing that i will say, if the relationship does not work out even if you love the guy then break with him. Guys sometimes will really find another girl if they are fed up with you, even married guys do that what more in gf/bf relationship. Guys are like that, its their nature, deal with it. But before you let them go break their bones first lol.

...to be continued ( i am sleepy lol)

::change routine::

Its been a long week since i finally decided to change my routine.
Before i sleep at 1 am in the morning
Now I need to sleep before 11 PM
and i think that's good. I have my volunteer work, which is kinda tiring but i am loving it. I love to mingle with the old people, even if sometimes they are rude. I just go on my laptop now check emails, answer it and that's it i have no time to chat anymore since i need to pass an exam for college, no time to browse profiles, and my time is getting filled up with things. Oh well i need to do this stuffs, but its fine. I hope this change will be for good.

But even though i miss my laptop so much, online friends....huhuhuhu
T_T

+NOYPI+ (english translation)

This is the song dedicated all filipinos around the world!
LETS BE PROUD TO BE PINOY!



NOYPI
(Bamboo)

Tingnan mo ang iyong palad
Kalyado mong kamay
Sa hirap ng buhay
Sa dami mong problema
Nakuha mo pang ngumiti
Noypi ka nga
Astig

Saan ka man naroroon
Wag kang matatakot
Sa baril o patalim
Sa bakas na madilim

Hoy
Pinoy ako
Buo aking loob
May agimat ang dugo ko
Hoy
Pinoy ako
May agimat ang dugo ko

Sinisid ko ang dagat
Nilibot ko ang mundo
Nasa puso ko pala
ang hinahanap kong kulo
Ilang beses na akong muntikang mamatay
Alam ko ang sekreto
kaya’t andito pa’t buhay

Sabi nila may anting-anting ako
Pero di nila alam na Diyos ang dahilan ko

Hoy
Pinoy ako
Buo aking loob
May agimat ang dugo ko
Hoy
Pinoy ako
May agimat ang dugo ko

Dinig mo ba ang bulong ng lahi mo
Isigaw mo kapatid ang himig natin



English Translation

NOYPI
(Bamboo)

Look at your palm
Your hand is calloused
From the difficulties of life
But despite your many problems
You are still able to smile
You're really noypi (Filipino)
Tough guy!

Wherever you may be
Don't be afraid
Of guns or knives
Or dark footprints

Hey
I'm a Filipino
My heart is strong
There's an amulet in my blood (Literally: I live a charmed life.)
Hey
I'm a Filipino
There's an amulet in my blood

I dived into the depths of the ocean
I went around the world
Only to find out that in my heart
was the depth I was looking for
How many times have I cheated death?
I know the secret
why I'm still here alive

They say I have an amulet
But they don't know that God is my reason

Hey
I'm a Filipino
My heart is strong
There's an amulet in my blood (Literally: I live a charmed life.)
Hey
I'm a Filipino
There's an amulet in my blood

Do you hear the whisper of your race?
Shout out our song, my brother!

::the PROPOSAL::

Today after church, I learned something bout wisdom. What is real wisdom, its a skill that is applied, and knowledge is a mere information in your mind and you are not even applying it in your life. Having wisdom means being wise because you are learning from experience real experience, not just a book. THAT WHAT I HAVE LEARNED TODAY.

Ok after that we had a lunch, youth bible study, and went home. And I cleaned our messy room, we went shopping yesterday for spring clothes and i am so broke i spent $130 for just shoes and dress gosh (>.<). oh well as long as i will not freeze in cold its fine lol.

And i watch a movie today entitled the Proposal, it was hilarious and funny and really crazy movie. A girl and a guy in an arrange marriage coz the girl was about to be deported to Canada coz of her papers. And the girl was like tough, strong and the boss of the guy. But then in the long run she fell in love with the guy...Its really sweet, romantic and funny.

::I have a BIG GOD::

When everything seems wrong and everything seems to end, i only trust God. For the long run of my life, i have proven how good God is in my life. I came from a poor family, I grew up in a farm, basically my dad has like 20 hectares land in Philippines, i know its a big space of land but we aren't rich. We are 11 siblings but were able to finish all our studies and have good works now, except for me coz i haven't finish yet my studies. I and my family has been to lots of problems, for now i am having problem how will i enter college here in u.s because its so expensive. We don't have a big house either, but at least we have a house hahaha. I can't get whatever i want. I did not live like other teenagers do. Careless about everything, for me i have to think about everything about my family, i have to do responsibilities.

I went through lots of problems, down and falls of life, but there is God, he is always there, i have faith in him, that even though everything will go wrong he will always be there for me. I just have to trust in Him. I know he has purpose for everything that happened to my life. How my dad died, how my life became like this, he has something for me at the end of the road. So i will just smile...=) for everything...

::first snow::

Today was very special day i have my first snow experience!
and of course i went outside so that i can feel it hahaha
i was like so ignorant about snow, i know how snow looks like but i don know how it feels like and the texture and the smell hahaha
and yeah i love it!!





It was very very cold yet i went outside to feel the snow!








this is a weird look hahaha in snow! lol
this was after like 3 hours snow it was not that too much but they said this isn't the real snow. I am waiting for the real one to come! wahahaha

::living on the right track is hard::

living on the right way is i think the hardest to do. People always knows what is wrong and what is right. For me i grew up in a christian family. I basically know what is right and what is wrong, I know what's against the law and what goes with it.

God made rules for men to follow, a standard of life for us to follow. Its a choice for us to follow. But sometimes we are just too naive and hard headed to not follow it. Why? This is the question that usually i ask. Why do people does the wrong thing if they know what is right? For just an instance me, i know what is wrong and what is right, i know that God is watching me so as the devil. But i am still sinning, I am doing things that violate the rules.

God basically died for our sin on the cross. Believe it or not, better believe it because nothing will be lost to you if u do believe it. Its better to believe in God and die and be surprise he does not exist than not believing in God and die and be surprise He is real. Man is just a sinner, we do wrong things, even if we know its wrong. But men mentality says "it feels good to do the wrong things, coz its fun."

Sin basically causes guilt, fear, lost connection with God in the long run. People only know they did wrong if its already done, that's how they are. If there are people who does the right thing, they are strong enough to do it. Its hard to do the right thing, coz its human nature. But people should always remember, that living on the hard right track has a reward at the end of the race. Just need to do what is right and God will do the rest.

::Gay Song::

I woke up this morning hearing this song and yeah it really makes me laugh
for a girl being IN LOVE WITH GAY that's the story of this song hahaha...buti am not in love with a gay ok? but i have bestfriend who is gay when i was in college in philippines. They have the brain, humor and i love them! ahahaha



Your hair is soft and shiny
Your beard is awfully neat
Your eyebrows are so tidy
To smell you is a treat
You look so terribly spiffing
You always steal the show
You fill my heart with laughter
When I'm feeling low

Your humour is so super
You really make me smile
You're a man of information
and as sweet as tate and lyle
We have so much in common
We get along just swell
I love kissing boys
and you love that as well

We'd really make a handsome pair
excepting one detail
If only you liked women or
If only I were male

We'd throw some splendid parties
Invite our friends to dine
Eat continental cheeses
And drink the finest wines
Our home would be delightful
I think it's safe to say
We'd get along so famously,
Its too bad that you're gay

::I heart you online:: the sweetest and cutest love song for online lovers!




Every morning I wake up with lingering dreams of you and my heart is beguile.
I struggle to think just what else I can do, then log into my favourite online social networking website
I want to be in your profile picture
I want to be a permanent fixture on your wall
You're so beautiful
Wish I could be in your profile status
Featuring the place where you update us
Maybe then i'll hug you online
I heart you online.

I can see from you information you like japanese animation and stir fry
well so do I
I read the books that you love reading
I must say you're quite appealing.
Maybe you can poke me sometime
I heart you online.
I heart you online.

Ba da ba da da baa
Ba da ba da da baa
Da da da da da da

Click on my face and tell me that you love me!
You signed your message with three kisses, could be wrong but i think this is
Your way to convey
That my love is not unrequited
But i won't get too excited
Since you're only virtually mine
I heart you online.

I heart you online
I heart you online.

::he::

this is my first poem, result of boredom in volunteer work hahaha. Well i have this friend who inspires me to right this poem i know how he feels hahaha but i don't love him as someone or whatever i love him as a friend and brother this is a simple, not even rich in vocabulary poem hahaha. I just use simple words and its really simple and not complicated, its like a poem made by a primary student hahaha.
I hope you will like it!
=)


You will see him on the shimmering light
Smiling, standing in a might
He stands in a crowd
And could make every girls proud

You thought he was happy
Who have everything completely
But look into his restless heart
And you will find the missing part

He had gone a long journey to find the right one
How long is his journey that he needs to run?
Before he finds his someone
Some questions that in his mind runs

When he thought he found the right one
Everything will fall in a sudden
Into broken pieces and be gone
And find himself loving no one

He is willing to love and be loved
By the girl he thought he had
But he wasn’t willing no more to be broken
Again and again

Is he just blind not to notice her?
Or he didn’t know she was there.
Will he ever find her?
Or will he be alone forever.

::today's snapshot::

the smallest house on the left hahaha

sunset makes me live longer haha

I love the blue sky~~=)

Leaves are changing colors, and i love it~=)

uhh traffic! weve been late for 30 minutes oh well i can't do nothing about it, just take pics hahaha




hahaha this caught my eyes ADULT PLAYTIME BOUTIQUE hahaha





ohhh cars how i wish i have one of them oh well soon i will have hahaha
this is where i do my volunteer work hahaha


look at his eyes hahaha
activity room where all happens hahaha
going home so late already 5:30 pm coz of my bro in law's overtime but it was beautiful i mean the sunset =)








The Ugly Truth About Beauty by Dave Barry

If you're a man, at some point a woman will ask you how she looks.

"How do I look?" she'll ask.

You must be careful how you answer this question. The best technique is to form an honest yet sensitive opinion, then collapse on the floor with some kind of fatal seizure. Trust me, this is the easiest way out. Because you will never come up with the right answer.

The problem is that women generally do not think of their looks in the same way that men do. Most men form an opinion of how they look in the seventh grade, and they stick to it for the rest of their lives. Some men form the opinion that they are irresistible stud muffins, and they do not change this opinion even when their faces sag and their noses bloat to the size of eggplants and their eyebrows grow together to form what appears to be a giant forehead-dwelling tropical caterpillar.

Most men, I believe, think of themselves as average-looking. Men will think this even if their faces cause heart failure in cattle at a range of 300 yards. Being average does not bother them; average is fine for men. This is why men never ask anybody how they look. Their primary form of beauty care is to shave themselves, which is essentially the same form of beauty care that they give to their lawns. If, at the end of his four-minute daily beauty regimen, a man has managed to wipe most of the shaving cream out of his hair and is not bleeding too badly, he feels that he has done all he can, so he stops thinking about his appearance and devotes his mind to more critical issues, such as the Super Bowl.

Women do not look at themselves this way. If I had to express, in three words, what most women think about their appearance, those words would be: "not good enough." No matter how attractive a woman may appear to others, when she looks at herself in the mirror, she thinks, "woof." She thinks that at any moment a municipal animal-control officer is going to throw a net over her and haul her off to the shelter.

Why do women have such low self-esteem? There are many complex psychological and societal reasons, by which I mean "Barbie." Girls grow up playing with a doll proportioned such that, if it were human, it would be seven feet tall and weigh 81 pounds, of which 53 pounds would be bosoms. This is a difficult appearance standard to live up to, especially when you contrast it with the standard set for little boys by their dolls . . . excuse me, by their action figures. Most of the action figures that my son played with when he was little were hideous looking. For example, he was fond of an action figure (part of the He-Man series) called "Buzz-Off," who was part human, part flying insect. Buzz-Off was not a looker. But he was extremely self-confident. You could not imagine Buzz-Off saying to the other action figures, "Do you think these wings makes my hips look big?"

But women grow up thinking they need to look like Barbie, which for most women is impossible, although there is a multibillion-dollar beauty industry devoted to convincing women that they must try. I once saw an Oprah show wherein supermodel Cindy Crawford dispensed makeup tips to the studio audience. Cindy had all these middle-aged women apply beauty products to their faces; she stressed how important it was to apply them in a certain way, using the tips of their fingers. All the women dutifully did this, even though it was obvious to any sane observer that no matter how carefully they applied these products, they would never look remotely like Cindy Crawford, who is some kind of genetic mutation.

I'm not saying that men are superior. I'm just saying that you're not going to get a group of middle-aged men to sit in a room and apply cosmetics to themselves under the instruction of Brad Pitt, in hopes of looking more like him. Men would realize that this task was pointless and demeaning. They would find some way to bolster their self-esteem that did not require looking like Brad Pitt. They would say to Brad, "Oh YEAH? Well what do you know about LAWN CARE, pretty boy?"

Of course many women will argue that the reason they become obsessed with trying to look like Cindy Crawford is that men, being as shallow as a drop of spit, WANT women to look that way. To which I have two responses:

1. Hey, just because WE'RE idiots, that does not mean YOU have to be; and

2. Men don't even notice 97 percent of the beauty efforts you make anyway. Take fingernails. The average woman spends 5,000 hours per year worrying about her fingernails; I have never once, in more than 40 years of listening to men talk about women, heard a man say, "She has a nice set of fingernails!" Many men would not notice if a woman had upward of four hands.

Anyway, to get back to my original point: If you're a man, and a woman asks you how she looks, you're in big trouble. Obviously, you can't say she looks bad. But you also can't say that she looks great, because she'll think you're lying, because she has spent countless hours, with the help of the multibillion-dollar beauty industry, obsessing about the differences between herself and Cindy Crawford. Also, she suspects that you're not qualified to judge anybody's appearance. This is because you have shaving cream in your hair.

There is no destiny there is only free will

=)
quote of the day by King Arthur
Today is another day, of course it is hahaha. I woke up early, dress up, and went to volunteer work with my brother in law. Each day its getting colder and colder and i am not used to the cold weather since I came from a tropical country. It's my first autumn season here. And its nice and amazing, I'm like an innocent kid who experience or saw something new, and it makes me very excited. The colors of the trees are very pretty, it reminds me that its beautiful to live a life. Actually i hate those who says "I wanna die, I want to end this life". I am not judging them for saying that, whatever problem they may have. But come on, everyone has a problem, for me if I think about it life is full of exciting things, good and bad, but people fail to see the true beauty of life. People who says they want to end everything just don't see the good side of life, they don't appreciate little things that are happening to them. For me if the life goes against me? I just don't mind it, I mean I don't let it eat me alive hahaha. The greatest sadness or whatever you call it that I've experienced in my life for now is when my dad died, I did not cried because he died, I cried the WAY he died. And I have lots of question in my mind that only he can answer. But yeah I need to accept he is gone now. Even though he wasn't that very close to me and I hated him when I was younger, he was still my father, the reason why I am here. Enjoying and fighting for life.
If I did have a chance to choose a father, I will still choose him, coz I won't be the person I am now if not because of him.

::PROUD TO BE FILIPINO::


I found this article in somewhere
and it makes me proud to be filipino
:) Its true everywhere there are filipinos.
I am proud to be one of those pinoy~~
:)

Niagara Falls


My first tourist spot here in U.S.A
Its really nice, if you will see it you will say
"GOD IS AWESOME FOR CREATING THIS!"

horseshoe falls


view from observation tower, look at the people they are so small
hahaha i wonder how they built the observation tower on these place hahaha


this is a bridge obviously i think this is the bridge going to canada
well yeah i am certain this is the one from new york then going canada



observation tower



Maid of the mist boat experience
hahaha
can u believe it we paid so that we will get wet lol
kinda lame but fun though hahaha



canada tower i don't know what they call it lol


this is cave of the winds i guess hahaha
you will really get close to the falls hahaha
and u can take a bath under it lol



finding nemo hahaha


he/she is really cute >.< onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEinRbSeS9YGtUdPqqLhI083Xp7B1Aczh3f4gIuQH5EcPiY0M3vD2JaFKqSZ-1-mpzAAE6We1ndMcSOcuiRmyTHsA75pei96myz7TrGAiSpsa1xfFQT6pU0CHdbqUBgTmccnjAzKcx__GQa1/s1600-h/CIMG0366.JPG">got wet and acting cute XD which is not really cute hahaha


family
with our philippine shirt hahaha
from left is my brother in law, sister,me, sister, mom, the boy there is my nephew and the girl is my nephew's cousin :) some few members of family hahaha


end of the day, we went to a beautiful rest area near there and i think that was really picnic area but its close but we still went in hahaha...but yeah its a nice place hahaha..i look lame haha